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2003-11-18 - 6:31 a.m. well, yesterday sucked. everyone was so sad. dealing with something like this is so hard. I've got a big beef with God on this one. My fisrt instinct was to say, "there's a reason for everything. " But then, when it's something tragic like this, how do you rationalize? it's not that I doubt God, because I don't, but i just feel like i need to understand why this happened. Maybe it'll be clear later, maybe it never will be. I don't deal with grief well. especially not other people's. It's really hard. I haven't lost anyone since i was little. Some people lose a lot. Melis has lost so many people. Mr and Mrs M have had a really rough go of it lately. I just have to wonder why. Why some people and not others? Why do bad things happen to good people? I guess if we knew that we'd know everything, huh? I'm getting through this. I just hope i can help other people get through it , too.
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