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2003-10-21 - 8:51 a.m. so yesterday i got so flipped out about college that i nearly withdrew my early decision application from penne and applied regular decision. But i didn't. And i'm gonna go to my counselor today and everything's gonna be okay, right? i hate that woman. I hate her so much. and i hate college. and penn better be worth it. if i don't like it there, and i spent all this damn time trying to get in, i'm gonna be pissed. I can't deal with this stress. I have to chill out this weekend. if i keep going like this, i'm gonna have a breakdown, and that never happens till second semester. I already passed out this month, and my head still hurts from that. i don't need my head to explode. but it will. oh, it will. and most of my *friends* have been far less than supportive. i guess i'm realizing who my real friends are. btw, heather said something totally inexcusable yesterday. i wa feeling almost bad about not going to her little party, but if that's the way it's going down, then bring it, bitch, cuz it's on. "So don't let the world bring yopu down. Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold. Remember why you came and while you're alive. experience the warmth before you grow old."
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