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2004-08-04 - 12:49 p.m. well my stupid xanga site isn't working, so i guess this one wins. I got back from the shore on sunday morning. I slept all day since we left so early ( and i didn't really sleep all weekend) saturday i didn't sleep at all, i stayed up with gaff and watched the sun rise. It was better than friday morning. I was a kinda gald to be home because i didn't wanna hang out with brittany's family, but i'm so bored here. i haven't seen anyone since i got home. except i ran into will donahue the other day. he just got back from doing missionary work in peru. i'm going to have a yard sale this weekend and sell all my old crap. then i will have money to buy crap for college. assuming i'm going to college. so here's the latest on temple (this is really great): so they sent me a financial aid form to fill out in april, right after i got accepted. i filled it out and sent it back. they sent it to me again, saying they never got it . i was like, ok, i'll send it again. then they sent me this other thing to fill out in june. i filled it out and sent it back. several weeks later, they said they didn't get it. so i sent it AGAIN. so then my mom calls and they say-get this- THEY DIDN'T GET IT. so my mom faxed it to them yesterday. they better damn well get it. and on the phone, my mom was like, well, what about orientation and placement tests..and the guy was like, well, i dunno, like, whatever. great. i could have gone to any college i wanted. and i picked Temple. and they're fucking me in the ass as we speak. i am beyond pissed. but i do have enough in scholarships and grants even without financial aid from temple fopr just tuition. so at the worst, i guess i won't live on campus next year? but i really want to at least go to school. i'm so worried. another point of interest- we have to move out of our house cuz it got sold. we have till september 30. well today we got a letter that says if we move my sept 1, we get $500. i think we should take it. that much money could certainly facilitate moving somewhat. but where to move to? i wanna move to the city. i don't care where. honestly. just not it drexel hill anymore. i hate it here. it's going downhill so fast. just like my life.... i hate this half my friendships are in the crapper, i haven't seen most of my friends in weeks, if not months, i don't know if i'm going to college, i don't know where i'm going to live....this is so scary. by the way, leave a note if you read this. i'd really like to know if anyone does.
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