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2003-10-31 - 11:02 p.m. well, happy halloween. Fun night with the gang, A bit of tension erupted between Heather and myself. I tried so hard...i really did, and i feel terrible about it. I made melissa cry. I always feel so bad when heather and i fight, because it upsets melis so much, and i really care about her, and i know she hates her friends to fight. But heather just drives me insane. I just can't deal with it. I have enough crap going on. I don't nee this shit to keep carrying on. And it takes an effort on both parts in order to be civil. Speaking of being civil, silber didn't show tonight. he would have just been an ass and ignored me anyway, but i want us to be civil again. it just ...pisses me off that he can't even talk to me. whatever. but we had a lot of fun tonight, regardless. lovin the elvish dress here. bout to go on a sugar high/scary movie marathon, i think. when you cant have boys, eat chocolate.
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