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2003-11-19 - 6:36 a.m. this week has been unreal. yesterday was kind of a drag...i think i'm giving up on boys. it seems so pointless. even when you think it's all gonna go down the way you want it to, nope, it doesn't. it's cool having a lot of guy friends...but i have enough of them. i'm just sick of being lonely and depressed. i want to find someone who'll make me happy. maybe i'm just not supposed to be happy. maybe that's just not what i'm here for. i could be a nun....but i really want a family. when i was little, all i wanted was to find prince charming and grow up and marry him, and have 3 kids, a cat and a dog and live in a little house...that's all i wanted. and that's all i want. i want a happy, loving family. something i never had. Gavin DeGraw - Chariot - I Don't Wanna Be I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn Am I the only one to notice? I can't be the only one who's learned I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me Can I have everyone's attention please See, not like this and that You're gonna have to leave I came from the mountain, the crust of creation My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone And now I'm telling everybody I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I'm trying to do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me I don't want to be I don't want to be I don't want to be I don't want to be
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