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2003-09-25 - 6:45 a.m. Well, I haven't updated this in a long time. School is eh. I've been bizarrely motivatee to do all of my homework all the time. Creeps me out. People are gettin on my nerves..we went to the mall last weekend (AHH I hate the mall) and i watched them try on skinny little dresses and tell me they looked fat. i could have shot them. PLUS their very ignorant discussion of eating disorders in the car on the way there..do they have any idea what they're talking about? No. They were sayin that you can tell who's anorexic and who isn't by looking at them...sure. I just wanted to get out of the car and walk home. I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is so fucked up. i don't feel like me anymore. AND to make it better, my mother has taken up sreaming at me early in the morning for no aparent reason. i really hate that. Plus she didn't come to back to school night, cares nothing about my doing RCIA, and basically seems like she doesn't give a shit about me. It's lovely.
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