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2003-12-03 - 6:26 a.m. last night was actually pretty okay. I could just concentrate on the music. I feel like everything is so far out of my control. i don't know what to do. I just want to curl up in my bed and never come out. The people i used to turn to just arent there now. My friendships are fading. They just don't have any idea what's going on. And when i try to tell them, they don't understand. I guess they can't. But they can never put the bigger picture together, they only see the individual events. My life is just spiralling downward so quickly that i don't know what to do, and i'm afraid of where it 'll stop.
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